I AM IN AWE OF YOUR GIFTS D GOD THANK FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

MY DEAREST LORD

THIS DISEASE IS A REAL CHALLENGE

I FELL AGAIN TODAY

AND I BELIEVE YOU 

  

CARRIED ME AND LAID ME DOWN

SOFTLY

I DID NOT GET A SCRATCH,

AND THANK YOU LORD

FOR THE NURSES WHO COULD GET ME UP

I HAVE FALLEN SEVERAL  TIMES

AND COULD NEVER GET UP

 THANK GOD I LOST WEIGHT

THE WORLD MOVES SO FAST

 ONCE I LOSE CONTROL YOU MY AS WELL

GO WITH THE FLOW..

 PEOPLE THINK WHEN

I LOSE CONTROL OF A LEG

OR  MY FOOT GIVES OUT

YOU CAN'T KEEP MY FOOT OR LEG

UNSTABLE

YOU MUST BACK OFF AND START OVER

AND YOU MAY NEED EXTRA HELP

YOU HELP ME BE HERE

NURSES TEAM UP KNOW MATTER WHAT

LAST WEEK I WAS HURT  BADLY

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 YOU ARE WITH ME SEEING I WON'T

I WILL ASK FOR HELP ANY TIME

 AND WON'T GO ALONE.

 DEAR LORD DO YOU THINK I AM TIRED

 OR HAVE I LOST MY STABILITY

AND WILL SOON NO LONGER 

   

 BE ABLE TO WALK

IT IS NOT FOR ME 

 IT'S FOR GRAND-DAUGHTER

  

MY CHILDREN AND FRIENDS.

 THEY WILL BE REALLY

AFRAID TO  TAKE 

AND TAKE ME ANYWHERE.

I AM STILL LIVING

 I'VE LOST SO MUCH ABILITY

 MY HANDS ARE REALLY GOING

 FAST

 

 

.

GOD SENDS FRIENDS IN A NICK AT A TIME

I AM GOD'S SERVANT

AND 

 HE SENDS PEOPLE JUST IN S NICK OF TIME

TO KEEP ME HANGING ON.

 MOST OF THE TIME I AM FACED

WITH DAILY LOSES

 SOME THINGS ARE HUMOROUS

ZIP LOC BAGS

AND LITTLE CONDIMENT BAGS

  LIKE KETSUP

NOT OPENING ANYTHING

LIKE BOTTLES, CANS, SHAMPOO

  

 YOU GUESSED

 I DROPPED THREE GLASSES OF WATER TODAY

MY HANDS ARE A LOT WEAKER

 IT IMPOSSIBLE TO DRESS AN UNDRESS

THAT'S THE REASON  I AM LESS

LIKELY TO GET HOME A MONTH

I AM TROUBLED GOD BUT I DEPEND YOU AND MY KIDS

DICK, MULTITUDE OF HELPERS.

AND FRIENDS AND SISTER

 THE ONLY THING ABOUT LOSS

ALS AFFECTS EVERYONE.

 IF  I GET TO GO PLACES

 PEOPLE HAVE TO DEAL

 WITH LEGS

ARMS

MOUTH, SWALLOWING AND CHOKING

ALS  IS A REALLY BAD DISEASE.

 I LOOK AT PEOPLE ARE BED RIDDEN

 HOIST UP BY SOMETHING THAT LOOKS LIKE LIFT 

 GOD , I DON'T FEEL I HAVE A CHANCE

GIVE IN TO THIS DISEASE

 IT WAS DIFFICULT TO THINK LIKE THAT

UNTIL IT HAPPENS TO YOU AND
I 

 AM IN THE TROUGHS
 
 OF THIS ALS

 GOD I AM A LITTLE LESS ANGRY

 I KNOW I HAVE TO FACE MY CHALLENGE

 IT REMINDS YOU

THAT YOU CAN'T GET OUT OF IT.

I AM ACCEPTING  THINGS AND JUST LET THE NURSES HELP ME

 TO SHOWER, PUT ME TO BED, GET ME OUT OF BED.
  
 THAT GOD IS HOW I AM LIVING

 MAY I RUN INTO A

 SUPER GADGET LADY LIKE I AM.

IT IS DIFFICULT TO HAVE ONLY SONS AND FORMER HUSBAND

 TO TAKE YOU TO THE BATHROOM
 
 THEY YELL ARE YOU OK

 WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO A MUTE..

 GOT TO FIGURE THAT SOON.

 GOD LOVE THEM

 THEY DO THEIR BEST

 MY HEART IS NOT ANGRY AT YOU GOD

 DO YOU BELIEVE I HAVE COME TO LOVE AND I AM WORSE THAN EVER

 I GUESS I  KNOW I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE

 THIS SEEMS LIKE A TURNING POINT

I HOPE YOU AND I CAN HEAL
 
AND
YOU HELP ME HAVE COURAGE
  
 TO FACE MY CHALLENGES

 GOD  I AM ASKING

FOR YOUR HELP TO FACE THIS;

 THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

  I FEEL TERRIBLE WITH MY GRAND DAUGHTERS

 SOPHIE AND ANNIE

I WANT TO READ THEM A  ONE PAGE STORY
  THAT I USED FOR SON'S

 FOR US TO STAY CLOSE TO YOU

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