GOD PLEASE BRING ME THROUGH THE FIRE

DEAR LORD

HOW HOT DOES THIS FIRE HAVE TO GET

 WHEN WE STARTED THIS JOURNEY

 I SAID I LNEW YOU COULD TURN THIS TO GOOD

 I STOPPED WRITING AWHILE

 TRYING TO DO MY PART

 TO GET WELL

 THIS DISEASE IS CRUEL

 EVERYDAY YOU GET WORSE OR LOSE A LITTLE MORE

PEOPLE IN  IN PT PUSH DO THINGS I USED TO DO WELL

 NOW I CAN;T EVEN DO THAT.

 PRACTICE  LORD DOES NOT MAKE THINGS PERFECY

REMEMBER THE PIANO, I PRACTICED BUT DO NOT GET PERFECT

I KNOW YOU WILL BRING ME THROUGH THIS BUT 

 MY CHILDREN AND FRIENDS SEE YOUR WORK IN ME.

 LORD MY INSIDES ARE BEING RIPPED OUT.

  

 WHAT IS TO HELP ME NEARLY KILLS ME

  I NEED TO LET PEOPLE HELP ME.

I NEED TO PROVE I CAN DO THINGS FOR MYSELF

 THIS CARE IS EXPENSIVE

 I BELIEVED YOU WANTED ME TO HAVE A FEED TUBE

 AND THEN COME TO EGLE

 NOW THEIR IS ANOTHER LEG TO THIS JOURNEY

 BUT I AM NOT DOING SO WELL HERE

MY STOMACH IS SICK AND IT DOESN'T GET BETTER

 I WALK WORSE

I DO NOT TALK AT ALL

 I CAN'T EVEN CHANGE ONE IOTA OF THIS

 SO LORD WHERE ARE YOU

 I NEED YOU 

  

 I HEAR YOU CALL MY NAME 

AND I COME

I AM WILLING TO COME

  I HEAR PEOPLE LIVE FIVE TO TEN YEARS WITH THIS DISEASE

THEY ENJOY LIFE AND THERE CHILDREN 

 I DID YESTERDAY

 I PAINTED WITH SOPHIE AND SHOWED HER HOW TO

 USE NEW PAINT BRUSHES 

AND

NEW PAINT YOU CAN MIX AND MAKE NEW COLORS

 BOY WAS THAT APART OF ME GIVING

TO MY GRAN DAUGHTER, SOPHIE

 THANK YOU LORD

LORD SHOW THIS HUMBLE LIFE CAN GET THROUGH THE FIRE

 AND HAVE PEACE AND JOY

 GET RID OF THIS FRETTING ABOUT EVERYTHING

 I LOVE BRENT 

 GOD HELP HIM GET BACK HIS LIFE BACK

BE WITH RICH AND GREG AND STACY

THEY ARE WORKING SO HARD TO HELP ME

GOD BE WITH BARBARA,

SHE IS FRACTURED BY THIS

GIVE HER COURAGE TO STAND TALL

PLEASE EMBRACE CONNIE

 SHE HAS LOST SO MUCH

 AND WE ARE A TREMENDOUS LOSS TO EACH OTHER

HELP ALL OF US WALK THROUGH THIS FIRE
 

 AFTER THE FIRE WILL THERE BE GREEN GRASS AND GOOD WORDS BETWEEN ALL

MAY THEY REMEMBER ME WITH JOY ,LAUGHTER AND GOOD HUMOR

NOT LIKE THIS SICK FEELING AND TEARS OF DISMAY

GOD I CHALLENGE YOU TO GIVE ALL ALS PATIENTS THIS PEACE

FAMILIES AND LOVED ONES.

 I KNOW YOU CAN MAKE ALL THING FOR THE GRACE OF GOD

  IF YOU CAN'T FOX GIVE A SPECIAL GIFT TO ALL WHO KNEW

 I AM SORRY THIS IS SUCH A BUMMER FOR EVERYONE


 NEW BIRTH WOULD BE A TRMENDOUS GIFT.

 YOU HAVE A FEW OPPORTUNITIES



GOD YOU KNOW ALL THINGS


PLEASE GOD PUT YOUR HEALING HANDS ON MY BODY

 I AM NOT ASKING FOR A HEALING J
UST HELP THEM FIND OUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME  AND FIX IT