THERE ARE GOOD PARTS AND BAD PARTS TO EVERYDAY

MY DEAREST LORD

THERE ARE GOOD PARTS AND BAD PARTS TO EVERYDAY

SOME A LITTLE MORE CHALLENGING

THAN OTHERS!

BUT ALL IN ALL WE GET THROUGH THE DAY

  IN ONE PIECE.

 IF WE ARE LUCKY!

LORD I KNOW

YOU ONLY GIVE US A MUCH AS WE CAN BEAR!

I BEG TO DIFFER WITH YOU

LORD I ASK AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS JOURNEY

FOR YOU TO SHOW ME

THE WAY, THE TRUTH,  AND THE LIGHT!

 PEOPLE QUESTION WHY DON'T I GIVE IN

ACCEPT AND BE AT PEACE WITH THIS

ALS

I SEE MY ROOM MATE HAVE USE OF HER VOICE,

 HER HANDS WITH LIMITATION

BUT NEEDS A LIFT TO DO EVERYTHING ELSE IN HER CARE.

I ALREADY CAN NOT SPEAK

 AND THE COURTESIES

SHE SHOWS THOSE WHO CARE FOR HER,

WILL BE MARKEDLY DIFFERENT

WITH ME.

EVEN IF I DON'T GET  ALL 

THAT ALS 

HANDS OUT,

BEFORE I GO  

 IT IS SO MONSTROUS 
FOR THE 
HUMAN MIND TO COMPREHEND

I LOOKED FORWARD TO MOVING TO VIRGINIA

TO HELP RICH AND STACY

 TAKE CARE THE GRAND CHILDREN

AND BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM WHEN THEY WERE SICK

DID I BLOW IT?  OR DID YOU?

 MAYBE NEITHER ONE OF US.

 ALS JUST IS

 LORD,

I WANT TO STAY INTERESTED IN THINGS

 BUT THIS ALS

KILLS YOUR SPIRIT

I LOVED THE BEAD PARTY

 BUT THAT WAS JUST A START,

 MY LAST BEAD PARTY.

I WANTED TO FIX ALL MY BROKEN JEWELRY

NOW I WILL LEAVE THAT TO

SOPHIE, STACY AND ANNIE AND BARBARA

WON'T THEY HAVE FUN.

 BUT LORD THAT IS MY PREDICAMENT

 THEY ARE MY PLANS

AND GOD DO YOU REALLY LAUGH

I PLANNED ON NICE CLOTHES 

NOW WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO WITH THEM

I FINALLY GOT MY HOUSE PAINTED THE WAY I WANTED

 BY A GREAT FRIEND

JC

DO THE KIDS KEEP IT

  OR 

SELL IT.

I SEEM TO FEEL INSIGNIFICANT IN THESE DECISIONS!

I LIVE ALONE

 I ALWAYS THOUGHT MY NIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR

 WOULD SHOW UP AND I COULD BE LIKE

 CONNIE, BARBARA, PAT AND KAREN

 AND 

 HAVE A SECOND LOVE OF MY LIFE

 YOU KNEW I WAS TRUE TO MY FAMILY

 AND INTERVENED

 IN DICK'S HEART 

AND 

GAVE HIM PEACE

 THANK YOU LORD THAT IS THE VERY BIGGEST GIFT

 YOU COULD GIVE OUR SONS

 AND GRAND DAUGHTERS

LORD,

I HAVE NOT LOST INTEREST IN PEOPLE

I HAVE  LOVED  EVERY PERSON I HAVE TOUCHED

 EVEN THE CROOKS HAD SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT THEM

 YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME 

 PEOPLE ARE BASICALLY GOOD!

THANK YOU LORD FOR A PEACEFUL MIND

 YOU HAVE MENDED BRIDGES

 WHERE IT WAS HOPELESS.

YOUR WORK ENDURES FAR BEYOND ME.

MAYBE MY SON'S NEED TO KNOW THEIR MOTHER'S FAITH  

ALTHOUGH SHAKEN IS STILL HANGING ON FOR DEAR LIFE.

  WHY LORD, WAS I GIVEN THE TASK OF ENDINGS?

IT SEEMS THINGS GO IN LIKE A LAMB

 AND MY ENDINGS ARE LIKE LIONS.

I GO KICKING AND STRATCHING 

OUT  OF 

JOBS, SCHOOLS, MARRIAGE

AND CHURCH

 BOY WERE THEY BIG DEALS AND 

BUT

 SHRINK WHEN FACED WITH 

ALS

PLEASE MAKE ALS NOT BE THE LEGACY OF MY LIFE.




























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