Sunday, August 28, 2011

GOD UNDERSTANDS WHY I AM HERE

LORD WHY 
CAN'T PEOPLE UNDERSTAND

 I REALLY HURT TODAY
  
 BECAUSE IT IS PEOPLE
  
 CAN'T THIS DISEASE BAFFLE THE BRIGHTEST OF THESE

 IT TAKES A LITTLE WORK
  
 TO SEE  THE CHANGE

  LIKE THIS IT TAKES LONGER

 FOR ME TO GET  BRAIN WAVE 

 GOING TO MY FEET AND  HANDS

 BEFORE MY FEET CAN WALK

  OR MY HANDS CAN WORK
  
SO I AM SLID  INTO MY CHAIR
  
AND A MISSED CALCULATED

I WAS NOT TRYING TO MAKE
  
 THREE POINT TURN

 MY HAND DID NOT GET

 CONNECTED TO THE TOP OF MY BRAIN

 AND MY HAND WAS OUT OF CONTROL

 WHEN I SETTLED DOWN

 I COULD CONTROL  THE WHEEL CHAIR FINE

 DR. LAURIE WOULD SAY 

  THAT IS WHAT SPASTIC AND ALS DO THAT

   THEN THEY BECOME

MORE STIFF ALL IN THE SPACE

OF ONE MINUTE

I DON'T KNOW WHEN I HAVE CHANGES

 TO COMMUNICATE THIS
  
 BECAUSE I HAVE TO PROCESS FIRST

IN MY FRONTAL LOBE

 WHEN YOU HAVE TO PROCESS THROUGH MY BRAIN

 MANY FRIENDS WOULD SAY WHY   

THICK HEADED
                     I WOULD SAY I DON'T KNOW                 

 YOU SEE THIS IS A BAFFLING DISEASE
 
 AND I TO SPECIAL CARE

 TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN
 
 LIMBS

 BUT LIVING IN REHAB

 I FEEL THREATENED

IF THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT I NEED.

 I GUESS WHEN I TAUGHT MY KIDS

 HOW TO DRIVE

 I ALWAYS SAID

  YOU MUST ANCIPATE

WHAT THE OTHER VEHICLE WILL DO.

 ANTICIPATORY ACTION THAT YOU TAKE

  WHEN THE OTHER PERSON DOES NOT DO.

MY SONS WOULD SAY,

I DON'T WANT YOU SAY THAT

 WORD EVER AGAIN

 AND I WOULD SAY

ANTICIPATORY

 WE WOULD GO ROUND AND ROUND

  MAYBE I SHOULD TRY THE WORD ON PEOPLE

WHO WORK WITH ME

THEY COULD BE MORE ANTICIPATORY
 
 THE ALS WRECK

 TO KNOW WHETHER  I AM

SPASTIC OR RIGID

BE ABLE TO OR NOT TO EAT

 I HAVE BEEN EATING THREE MEALS A DAY

 DON'T YOU THINK THEY  SHOULD

  KNOW BASICS

 NOTHING TO DRINK BUT,

ICE WATER ICE

 IT WOULD BE HELPFUL WITH ALS

PEOPLE COULD READ LIKE A BOOK.

IT IS COMING TO A POINT WHERE I CAN'T WRITE

  THEN I CAN'T TYPE

 OR MOVE ANY PART OF MY BODY

  I WILL ONLY BE ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH MY EYES


 GOD UNDERSTANDS WHY I HAVE ALS

 AND

WHY YOU ARE PUT TOGETHER WITH ME

 GOD UNDERSTANDS.US









   
                    


















  

























 

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