LORD I GUESS I'M STILL ANGRY

LORD I FEEL THE DIFFERENCE

I AM HERE WITH YOU

 WHEN I WASN'T WORKING YOU

 AND PEOPLE SAID

WAIT ON THE LORD AND HE WILL PROVIDE

  EVEN GREATER THAN

YOU EVER NEED IN ABUNDANCE

BE FAITHFUL AND

 HE WILL BE HERE

 WELL LORD I WAITED YEARS FOR YOU
 
 YEARS, YEARS, YEARS


 AND EVERYDAY I AM THANKFUL




 I WAS NEVER EVER DISAPPOINTED




I AND YOU SHOWED UP EVERYDAY


BECAUSE I DID NOT HAVE MUCH I HAD TO DEPEND


YOU LORD


  YOU BROUGHT MY SON FROM TH DEPTHS OF HELL


MY TWO GRAND DAUGHTERS


RICH, STACY AND GREG


 CAREERS THAT WILL GO FORWARD


 WHEN MY FRIENDS MEET SOMEONE SPECIAL


 I STEP BACK AND PROBABLY


AM A MARTYR


 I SUFFER BUT YOU ARE THERE AND GIVE ME


 A NEW IDEA POPS IN MY HEAD AND I


 START CHANGING MY COMFORTABLE LEVEL


 TO A NEW AND DIFFERENT


PROJECT LIKE "NEIGHBORHOOD FRIENDS CARE"


 I WAS DESTINED TO DO THAT AFTER I LOST  SCHOOL.




AND WAS IN SUPPORT GROUPS OF MANY ILLNESSES


AROSE THAT IDEA.


 GENE SAID, '" I 'WAS LIKE A INCUBATOR 


  I KEPT IT ALIVE FOR FIVE YEARS


THIS IS WHERE YOU AND I SLIPPED UP.


I   ALWAYS TOLD PEOPLE

BE AWARE OF A CRISIS

 A MIRACLE  IS ABOUT TO

HAPPEN

AND MANY YEARS I


  SAW WHAT GOD GAVE

HE WILL GIVE 

MORE THAN YOU EVER WOULD KNOW

I DID NOT WANT MUCH

BUT TO LIVE NEAR MY GRAND-DAUGHTERS

    

 SO I COULD HELP WHEN THEY NEEDED ME




HE ALLOWED ME KNEW STEPS 


 I WAITED


MY HOUSE PAINTED ON THE INSIDE


JC WILLIAMS WAS SENT


 AND HOUSE WAS PAINTED

 I WAITED YEARS FOE THE LORD


AND HE CAME


LORD YOU KNOW EVERY TIME I WAS HURT IN ACCIDENTS

  AND WAITED TO GET WELL,
  IT TOOK OVER A YEAR FOR OVER MANY YEARS


 AND WAITED GRACIOUSLY


FOR YOU LORD


 I KNEW YOU CAME AND ALWAYS

 GAVE DEEP THANKFULNESS
  
 ESPECIALLY FOR MY NEW CAR

 TO GET TO THE POINT

 WHERE ARE YOU LORD


 I AM RISING TO THE TOP


 OF DISEASE


 I CAN'T EAT, MY LUNGS ARE VERY BAD,






MY HANDS AND LEGS DON'T MOVE


THIS IS MY WORST


 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM WAITING ON A TRAKE


 I APPRECIATE  ALL THE EQUIUPMENT


 THAT MAKES THIS DISEASE EASIER


GOD I AM HAVE A TERRIBLE  


 IDEA I CAN'T
            
GIVE UP MY FAMILY


I'VE BEEN REALLY AWFUL GRANDPARENT


 I CAN'T STAY WITH THEM


 OR PICK THEM UP


ARE THE GATES OF HEAVEN


 IS WHAT  I AM WAITING ON?


BUT I AM NOT


I WANT TO AND GIVE THE WORLD THE WORLD HUG


I MEAN I WOULD  LIKE  TO  SAY
THANKS


THAT HAS TOUCHED MY LIFE


AND MY LIFE BE RICHER