GOD LIFE IS THE PITS

  MY DEAREST GOD

I CAN'T MAKE SENSE OF THIS 

 AND

 EVERYBODY ELSE HAS QUICK ANSWERS!

I NEED HELP TO UNDERSTAND MYSELF

 WHILE OTHERS ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME COOPERATE,

SO THEY CAN DEAL WITH THIS.

THIS IS NOT FAIR.

 EVERYBODY THINKS HOW THEY WOULD LIKE TO DIE.

 FAST,

IN THEIR SLEEP

NO PAIN.

EVERYONE THINKS,

BECAUSE I AM NOT AFRAID TO EXPRESS MYSELF

THAT THEY CAN TELL ME WHAT

I SHOULD DO.

NOT IN A BAD WAY.

 IT IS LIKE CHILDREN. 

 WHEN PARENTS TEACH THEM TO BE INDEPENDENT THINKERS AND THEN THEY

INDEPENDENTLY TURN ON THEIR PARENTS

 PARENTS SAY 

 WHAT DID I RAISE

 A MONSTER.

WHAT DID  I RAISE 

  A MONSTER.

WHEN FACED WITH IMPENDING DEATH

 AND WILD EXPENSE

 IF PEOPLE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO THEN

  THAT CAN BE THEIR PRACTICE.

 WATCH JANE GO THROUGH THIS. 

 ISN'T IT INTERESTING 

 SHE GOT RID OF ALL HER STUFF AND SOLD HER HOUSE,

   GAVE AWAY HER CAR

   APPRECIATED EVERYTHING EVERYONE PUT THEIR SELF OUT TO DO FOR HER.

 PAID ALL HER BILLS

 DID WHAT SHE COULD FOR THE CHURCH (NOT ENOUGH)

 DID WHAT SHE COULD FOR HER COMMUNITY

 (DID NOT FINISH)

GOD SHE CHOKED IN PUBLIC, COULD NOT EAT RIGHT

LAUGHED INCESSANTLY,

CRIED UNCONTROLLABLY,

 EMBARRASSED US IMMENSELY

  AND THEN SIGNED OFF.

  WHOOPS SHE MADE US WORRY ABOUT HER BILLS

 SHE MIGHT LEAVE FOR US

  AND MADE US FEEL GUILTY

GOD

 WHY ON EARTH DO YOU PUT MESSY PEOPLE ON EARTH

 FOR US TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH.

  

 SHAME ON YOU.

  

 GOD DON'T YOU KNOW DEATH IS SUPPOSE TO BE EASIER.

  QUICK, NO PAIN, 

  

 NO TROUBLE

 ESPECIALLY LORD WHEN SOMEONE LIVES ALONE.

SHE MESSED UP HER LIFE BY HERSELF

 WHY SHOULD OTHERS HAVE TO HELP OR CARE.

SHE WAS A FOOL

 SHE TRUSTED CRIMINALS 

 AND THEY STOLE FROM HER

 SHE HELPED THE HOMELESS

 AND THEY ARE RUINING HER.  

 IT IS HER OWN FAULT.

NO WONDER YOU HAVE TO END HER  BREATHING.

SHE HAS CAUSED ENOUGH TROUBLE

AND NOW OF ALL THINGS SHE IS GOING TO DIE

AN EXTREME DEATH

MESSY, MESSY, MESSY.

GOD WHERE ARE YOU

 THIS IS MAKING A MESS OF EVERYTHING. 

 THIS IS NOT FUN

 GOD I AM TRYING TO FIND HUMOR IN THIS

I AM TRYING TO FIND PEACE SO

I CAN DEAL WITH THIS 

 I WISH I COULD DO THIS ALONE BUT I CAN'T

 OR
I GO IN A NURSING HOME. 

IT KILLED ME TO PUT MY  FATHER IN A NURSING HOME AND I WENT EVERYDAY

 LIFE HAS GOT SO BUSY

 FOR EVERYONE

 I DON'T MEAN TO CAUSE TROUBLE

WHY DIDN'T YOU PLAN BETTER GOD

THINGS ARE VERY MESSY