LORD I NEED YOU

MY DEAREST LORD

I WOULD LIKE YOU TO TAKE OVER!!!!

 THINGS ARE TOO DIFFICULT TO HANDLE

AND 

TOO BIG FOR MAN TO HANDLE!

MY TENANT

MY WATER BILL

 MY TAXES

 MY HOUSE STUFF

  

 NFC

 A WHEEL CHAIR

 A SPEAKING DEVICE

 RIDES PLACES

 MEALS AND FOOD

 PAPERWORK

 BOOKS

 TOOLS

 LOCKS

 BATHROOM FAN

 CALENDAR

 EMAILS 

MEDICAL BILLS

DENTAL BILLS

 INTEREST FREE LOANS PAID OFF IN TIME

 LIFE INSURANCE

CLOTHES

 LIFE SHOULD BE ENJOYING THINGS A LITTLE!

I AM TRYING TO TURN THESE OVER TO YOU!

 YOU SAY WE SHOULD HELP OURSELVES AND DO WHAT WE CAN.

  

 I AM TRYING,

 BUT ALL THESE THINGS TAKE PLANNING, CALLING, SPEAKING

DOING

 I NEED HELP!!!

 THERE HAS TO BE A BETTER METHOD

THAN ME UP AT NIGHT,

ALONE 

TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO.

TURN IT OVER TO GOD, PEOPLE SAY!

 THEN I FEEL  THEY JUDGE ME

AND 

ASK WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT?

 WHY DON'T YOU DO THINGS BETTER?

 HOW COULD YOU LET THINGS GET OUT OF HAND?

  

 WHY DIDN'T YOU LET US KNOW AHEAD OF TIME?

 DON'T TELL US 

 WE DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS.

THIS IS YOUR PROBLEM NOT MINE.

YOU CAN'T DEPEND ON GOD TO FIX EVERYTHING 

YOU HAVE TO DO THINGS YOURSELF.

WHY DON'T YOU JUST DEAL WITH IT. 

  

 WHOOPS DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.

 MAYBE YOU ARE ELIGIBLE FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S HELP!

MAYBE THE GOVERNMENT!

 MAYBE HEALTH CARE!

 MAYBE SUBSIDES!

MAYBE SOCIAL SERVICES!

  

MAYBE CHURCHES!

WE HAVE HELPED YOU BEFORE YOUR LIMIT IS UP

 YOU ARE  TOO POOR TO PAY YOUR WAY

TOO RICH TO QUALIFY FOR THIS AND THAT.

GET YOUR HOUSE IN ORDER!!

 YOU ARE GOING TO DIE.

 YOU HAVE ALS

NOT YOU ARE GOING TO LIVE WITH ALS

 HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH THAT.

DON'T LIVE YOUR LIFE AS YOU WERE, 

YOU CAN'T DO IT!

MOVE, GIVE UP EVERYTHING, BACK OFF

 YOU CAN NOT TALK.

 WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR NEW BABY!

WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO GIVE THEM EVERY OPPORTUNITY. 

GIVE THEM WHAT THEY NEED.

WELL GOD 

 I AM YOUR CHILD.

  

 WHY BECAUSE I AM OLDER,

DO PEOPLE WANT TO DISMISS ME!

 IS IT THAT 

PEOPLE CAN'T FACE THEY OWN MORTALITY.

  

 IS THAT EVERYONE IS DEALING WITH AS MUCH AS THEY CAN HANDLE.

ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE 

DON'T ASK WE CAN NOT BE BOTHERED.

 WHY DO I LIVE ALONE 

 WITHOUT A COMPANION OR A SPOUSE  

  TO TAKE CARE OF ME.

 HOW COULD I HAVE ALL THESE PROBLEMS AND DARE TO LIVE ALONE. 

 DEAL WITH IT,

  MOVE AWAY!

TAKE CARE, 

 WE LOVE YOU!

 LIFE IS A TOTAL CONTRADICTION

 THE BIBLE CONSIST OF CONTRADICTIONS

 I AM SO CONFUSED

 BUT LORD

 EVERYONE WHO HELPS ME 

I ENJOY EMENSELY

I AM SO THANKFUL

 AND ENJOY GOOD HUMOR

 THIS IS SOOOO BIG

 BUT NOT BIGGER THAN OTHERS WHO ARE DISABLED.

 WHY DO PEOPLE LOOK AT THIS SO GRIMLY.

 DO OTHER ALS PATIENTS FEEL THIS WAY.

SO CONFUSED, SO OUT OF SYNC

DEAR LORD I HAVE BEGUN TO DESCRIBE MY DILEMMA

IT IS TOO MUCH, 

 I GOT IT DOWN

 NOW I LEAVE IT TO YOU TO TANGLE WITH

 PLEASE LORD SHOW ME THE WAY