Tuesday, March 8, 2011

LORD I AM AT IT AGAIN BAWLING REACH ME PLEASE

DEAREST AND LOVING LORD

PLEASE PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND ME.

  THIS IS SO DIFFICULT

TELLING SOMEONE NEW
 I TRY TO BE BRAVE

 AND ONE MINUTE AT TIME

 I TRY MY BEST

  TO COOPERATE AND NOT CAUSE TROUBLE 


 BUT IT NOT FAIR 
THE THEY ARE TREATING ME ABOUT MY WHEEL CHAIR

IT HURTS ME MORE THAN I WOULD EVER HURT SOMEONE..
I HAVE A MIND TO FOLLOW DIRECTIONS

 I DON'T NEED TO BE PUNISHED

OR HURT ANYMORE
  
 SOON I WILL HAVE TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE DRIVE ME


 I AM LOSING STRENGTH IN MY HANDS

 AND IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE I LOSE

 ALL STRENGTH  AND CAN'T STEER THE WHEEL CHAIR.

 WHY DON;T I JUST GIVE IT BACK.

 THE WHEEL CHAIR THAT IS.

 DEAR LORD WHERE IS THE SERENE PEACE

THAT I BELIEVE A TRUE BELIEVER WOULD HAVE 


 AM I FAKE CHRISTIAN?

 WHY CAN'T  I REACH YOU

PLEASE LORD HOLD ONTO ME 

 THRASHING AND BAWLING

 OUT OF CONTROL

YOU DID NOT PROMISE ME A ROSE GARDEN
 
BUT THAT YOU WOULD WALK BESIDE OF ME

HEY, HEY LORD I BELIEVE YOU NEED TO CARRY ME

FOR A LONG WAY

  THIS ROAD IS REALLY RUGGED.

AND MY FEET ARE VERY GENTLE

PLEASE LORD BE WITH MY CHILDREN

AS IT IS HARD ON THEM

TO SEE SUCH ANGUISH

 LORD I AM BECOMING CLEARER  

I KNOW YOU HAVE THE PIECES 

TO KEEP ME WHOLE WHEN I AM  

SPIRALING OUT OF CONTROL

I AM BEGINNING TO FEEL YOUR PRESENCE

I KNOW YOU HAVE A HOLD OF ME

HOLD ME TIGHT I BREAK LOOSE

 THIS IS A TRUE MERRY-GO-AROUND

 I CAN GO TO BED AND HAVE PEACE

AS I KNOW YOU ARE UP WITH ME

  DOWN WITH ME

THIS WRITING IS FOR ME TO FEEL YOUR PRESENCE!

YOU WILL HELP ME SEE 

THE LITTLE DAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT

AND I WILL BE BLESSED

 




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