ALONG DAYS NIGHT, LORD I AM FAILING

LORD

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER PEOPLE  

UNDERSTAND 

HOW FAST THIS DISEASE TRAVELS.

ANYTHING YOUR FAVORITE FOOD WAS

 TO CARE LESS FOR ANY FOOD

I WOULD NOT 

LIKE

TO EVEN BE SERVED

MADE BY 

SOMEONE ELSE

IS NOT PLEASING MEET

 LORD WHAT AM I TO LEARN

FROM ALL THESE

LOSES

 YOU DON'T EXPECT

  

 LORD 

 MY INDEPENDENCE

 HAS BEEN SHOT DOWN

SOMEONE HAS TO BATH ME

 I CAN'T EVEN WASH MY OWN HAIR 

 I HAVE TO HAVE TWO PEOPLE

     

 TO GO ANYWHERE

  

EVEN THE BATHROOM.

  I HAVE A LOT

I CAN DO 

 MANY THINGS THAT HAVEN'T

 GONE  

 COMMUNICATION

  

 FAMILY, FRIENDS, PASTORS.AND GROUPS

 IT IS BLESSING  

I HAVE  MY EYES

 MY HANDS ARE ONLY SLIGHTLY

 USEFUL.

 THIS IS MY WORSE SEASON

  

 IF SOMEONE HAD TOLD I WOULD LOSE

ALL EIGHT MONTHS SINCE I STARTED TO LOSE

 IN ALL WAYS.

 USUALLY PEOPLE HAVE

 SOMETHING THEY CAN WORK

OUT THROUGH

 HEALTHY LIVING.

 NOW THERE IS NOTHING TO DO 

 BUT MANAGEMENT

 OF HOW YOU LIVE

  

 WITH ALS 

IT IS A FIGHT 

   

 TO DO ANYTHING.

 LORD THANK YOU GUIDING ME
TO ACCEPTANCE

OF MY LIFE

   I FEEL I AM BRAVE

 AND COURAGEOUS

 LORD I WISH
 
 I DID NOT WANT BE BRAVE

 OR COURAGEOUS,

 THOSE ATTRIBUTESI
 
 AT THE COST OF SOPHIE AND ANNIE

 RICH AND STACY

GREG

 BRENT
  
 BARBARA AND FAMILY

 JOHNNY AND BELKIS

 A NEW FOUND PEACE

WITH DICK

 CONNIE AND HER FAMILY

 EDIE AND HER FAMILY
 
GENE AND HIS FAMILY

AND MAYBE IT NOT WHAT I PLANNED
   

 THAT IS THE MOST PROBLEMITIC

IT'S ALL THE DREAMS AND LOVE OF PEOPLE

 "NEIGHBORHOOD FRIENDS CARE"

STYLE AND CREATION
 
 CHURCH, BIBLE DISCUSSION
  
 LORD THESE ARE NOT WHAT I AM BRAVE ABOUT

ALL THESE  I AM  STRUGGLING WITH AND DON'T TO WANT LEAVE
 
 AM I SELFISH OR  

 YOU WILL WORK IT OUT


I FEEL CONFIDENT IN YOU LORD

THAT  YOU WILL FIGURE OUT WHAT 
 I AM TO DO.