Friday, September 10, 2010

I really choked and got scared

DEAR GOD

PLEASE GOD

I REALLY CHOKED
I REALLY DID NOT THINK I WOULD MAKE IT.

I COULD NOT CALL
I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO
SO I STOOD UP AND THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FALL DOWN

EVEN IF SOMEONE LIVED WITH ME 

THEY COULD NOT HELP

I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT ALERT WOULD WORK

I DON'T HAVE HAVE NUMBERS HANDY

WHO WOULD YOU CALL?

I GUESS I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING.

ALL OF A SUDDEN I BECAME AN ADULT 
AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING

ENOUGH FOR BEING AN ADULT.

I WANT TO BE A KID 

I WOULD NOT HAVE TO FACE SO MUCH.

I AM REALLY CHALLENGED

I AM STILL TRYING TO BREATHE.

A LITTLE ROUGH

GOD THIS IS REALLY ROUGH

HOW DO I HANDLE 

PROTECTING THE ONES I LOVE

WNEN I AM BEING SUCH A BABY.

PLEASE GOD HELP ME. 




 


1 comment:

  1. Jane, I wonder if you need to get one of those warning devices so all you would have to do is hit the button either by your phone or on your person. My mom had that and it might give you some peace of mind to know help is on the way. My mom had it set up that if she fell or had trouble she could get them. The called me once and let me know the ambulance was on its way to her.

    I pray you have a better day today dear friend. Take it easy today and rest if you can. I love you. We will be in Annapolis all day. I hope I see you tomorrow in Sunday School. Let me know if you need a ride. Roy is playing golf and won't be in church.

    Connie

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