MY SLEEP TEST

IT IS ABOUT TIME

I COULD NOT BLOG WHEN  I WAS AT THE HOSPITAL 

HAVING A SLEEP TEST

WHAT CONFUSION!

THAT IS WHAT MY LIFE HAS BEEN LIKE IN THE LAST MONTH!

HOME CARE

APPOINTMENTS

AND EVERYTHING SEEMS VITAL

LIKE I CAN NOT DO WITHOUT IT.

WHY IS LIFE GOING SO FAST

AND 

CRAMPED UP INTO A SMALL 

AMOUNT OF TIME.

I HOPE IT SLOWS DOWN!

WHAT IF IT SLOWS DOWN? 

GOD THIS 

MERRY-GO-ROUND

IS GOING REALLY FAST.

EMOTIONS RUN HIGH WITH EVERYONE!

I HAVE TO DEAL WITH LIFE, 

AS IT COMES

WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE?

AM I GOING MAD?

I THOUGHT BEFORE

IF I WAS EVER GIVEN

A DEATH SENTENCE!!!

I WOULD BE SO GRACIOUS 

AND 

LEAVE MY CHILDREN SUCH GOOD LESSONS AND WHAT I WANTED FOR THEM!

NOW I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL GRAND DAUGHTERS!

WHAT DO I LEAVE THEM?

WHY AM I NOT BEING GRACIOUS?

WILL IT COME?

GOD 

HOW MUCH CAN ONE HANDLE. 

POOR KAREN,

SHE HAS TO PUT UP WITH ME 

AND 

ALL I HAVE TO DO!!

EVERYONE IS WORRIED IF THERE WILL BE ENOUGH OF ME TO FINISH THE JOB?

I WANT SO MUCH

TO DO AS MUCH AS I CAN!

I AM NOT READY TO GIVE UP MY BODY,

MY SPEAKING!

MY WALKING!

WHAT EVER ELSE THIS DISEASE IS GOING TO TAKE?

THIS IS AN UGLY DISEASE!!

GOD

PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY!

PLEASE GOD!

HOW DO I NOT PUT PRESSURE ON EVERYBODY?

I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYONE?

PEOPLE ARE COUNTING ON ME!

HOW DO I RECKON WITH THAT?

DEAREST GOD

GRANT ME PEACE FOR MY SOUL?

I AM REACHING

REALLY REACHING

PLEASE GOD 

TOUCH MY SOUL