THANK YOU LORD, I FEEL MORE OPEN TODAY

MY DEAREST GOD

I HEARD A LOT TODAY!

FROM THE DOCTOR

EVERYTHING KEEPS SETTING IN A LITTLE DEEPER

I KNOW I DON'T HAVE LONG 

BEFORE MY LIFE WILL NEED TO CHANGE

DRASTICALLY!

I KNOW EVERY DAY I WALK,
IS A BLESSING

I KNOW 

EVERYDAY 

I BREATHE, SWALLOW AND TALK 

IS A GIFT

AND THAT MIGHT LEAVE FIRST.

I KNOW MY OPTION IS

NURSING HOME, NURSING HOME NURSING HOME

I KNOW MY KIDS SAY THEY WILL 

TAKE CARE OF ME.

BUT I KNOW, AS MUCH AS THEY WANT TO,

THEY MAY NOT BE ABLE.

I KNOW WE HAVE TO TALK

I KNOW RICH MADE ME FEEL BETTER. 

HE SAID, "I WANT YOU TO DO WHAT YOU WANT WITH YOUR SPECIAL THINGS

AND 

WE WILL BULL DOZE THE REST. 

HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE FINISHING MY HOME 

WAS NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT!

THANK YOU RICH.

HE GAVE ME A BLESSING 

BY TAKING ME TO MY REUNION!

IT WAS WONDERFUL

I SAW SO MANY PEOPLE I LOVED
FROM HIGH SCHOOL

AND THEY ALL TOUCHED MY HEART

THAT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME.

I AM SORRY I TOOK MORE FROM THEM  MORE THAN I GAVE.

I ONLY GAVE THEM A CARD WHICH TOLD WHY I COULD NOT TALK 
AND ASK THEM 
ABOUT THEIR LIVES.

LORD,

WAS I SELFISH,

NOT TO ASK THEM ABOUT THEIR LIVES?

MAYBE I COULD NOT LOOK PAST MY OWN NOSE.

MAYBE LORD, I COULD NOT HEAR ABOUT THEIR LIVES

FLOURISHING AND MINE ENDING.

PLEASE FORGIVE CLASS!

UNDER NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES

I WOULD WANT TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR LIFE 

YOUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN 

WHAT WAS IMPORTANT TO YOU.

I SEEMED TO BE MORE SELF-CENTERED,
THAN I USUALLY AM

I BELIEVE, I FELT RUSHED 

LIKE I DO WITH ALL MY LIFE. 

IF I CAN'T GET IT ALL IN 

THEN WHAT DO I DO. 

I LOVED EVERYONE I GOT TO TALK TO AT THE REUNION
YOU GAVE ME SUCH COURAGE.

I WANT TO KEEP FIGHTING 

BECAUSE I SAW YOU

AND MY KIDS 

AND MY FRIENDS.

I GUESS NO MATTER WHAT THE NEWS TODAY 

I WILL KEEP UP THE GOOD FIGHT

BECAUSE YOU SENT SOO MANY ANGELS TO CARE 

I LOVE YOU LORD