Well, My favorite life saying is "Be Still and Know that I am God" and this has helped me be peaceful, when I could not get to sleep many a day in my life.
I got up in the middle of the night and tried to find "my little day in the middle of the night." I really tried hard, because I thought I could make it happen.
I even set it up, by looking at my churches mission project, thinking if I looked at those pictures, I could make up my little day by deliberately setting it up
After my last entry I had to lay down. Those of you with ALS know you don't lay down. So I, propped up my pillows and laid down.. With Fox news still on, I tried to focus on other problems in the world in stead of mine. But amazing I ended up asleep. I heard my family upstairs and began to understand Ha, Ha, My little Day arrived at 5:00 AM , when I woke up a felt a calm over my body. I could breathe deep.. What is God trying to tell me. I believe he is in charge. He said you can not make the little day in the middle of the night but I can. What does this mean. I had to pull my self out of bed and go tell my family. I saw my son Rich at the table marking his golfing balls. I told him I had to tell him something right away.. That this might work. It is the first time I woke in peace and could breathe and felt a calm over my body. It was like I was healed. This can't be the little day I designed in the middle of the night but God said I can provide you DAY. What does this mean I went down stairs and laid down and had thoughts racing through my head.
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