My Dearest Friends and Family

My "EF" just let me get through on facebook. The first time I have written on my wall. I copied and pasted. All summer I could not understand why I could not think to add anything like the rest of you with smart quips and quotes and interests. I have not had many of your exciting interests and travels and was feeling bad about writing something cute.

Well now I know.
I was told on August 3, 2010 that I have ALS.

I could not drive or live alone and I was going to die. Poof in 20 minutes.

There has to be a better way.

IF you have ALS and can figure out what an easier way is to tell someone this,
please respond!
I am going to have to write a MANUAL about
how to tell someone this news.

I have a headache and am up. At least, I am not crying.

I have temporal lobe ALS, Bulbar ALS, and extremities ALS.
What ever all that means.
I was told to order a wheel chair and soon I would probably need a feed tube and a ventilator.



That is the reason, I am blogging to relieve a little bit of the tension.
This is not my light-hearted posts,
but
GOD said,

Show the world the truth of the matter.
This is difficult and I am tired.

I don't want to wreck everybody else's life but,
I am trying to cope without crying and laughing all the time.

Because:

I choke.