IT ISSSSSS SUNDAY

I am going to Church today.  I am nervous,

I have not been there since I was diagnosed with ALS.  

I want to thank them

for allowing me to serve them 

AS A MEMBER OF SESSION

and 

COMMISSIONER TO PRESBYTERY.

i had a ball  !!!! 

• This is the weird thing. 
• I always knew that was going to be my only time to serve in both these posts.  
• They meant so much to me.  
• I treasured every meeting. 
• I thought it was my privilege to serve GOD, by being an officer in the church. 
• When I was a little girl, I thought that was so important. 
• I wanted to do the best job I could. 
• As in many churches there was a difficult times and I wanted to leave and quit. 

GOD, said to me,

I put you there now just hold your head high and I will see you through.  

HE DID!

I was CHALLENGED and did nothing wrong. 

He said, 

Don't defend yourself and I will see you through. 

I said 

GOD 

 HOW ON EARTH DO I DO THAT?

  HE SAID,  

THIS IS BIGGER THAN YOU

AND

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH

GOD 

WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

I SAID, 

COME ON NOW,

THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE!

THINGS WON'T GET BETTER.

BOY WAS I WRONG. 

IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.

KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT. 

 EVERYTHING WILL BE MADE WHOLE.

WELL GOD???

IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO NOW?

RECOGNIZE THAT YOU ARE IN CHARGE 

AND 

GO TO CHURCH 

AND LET 

YOU HOLD ME IN THE PALM OF YOUR HANDS.

I SEE!!!!!

THAT IS WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO?

I WILL TRY.