God Reach Me

Hello Little Day, I am having a tug of war with GOD. It is the Middle of the Night. It is 1-1, God and me. My head is racing, my shoulder is cramped. Will the doctors be able to tell me why, I awake in the Middle of the Night. Hang on til Thursday, August 19th, 2010 when I go to the ALS Clinic they will tell me hong long I have to deal with what function. Every body has always written about what God has done during their crisis. I will keep typing God and see if you can win this point. Its 1-1 and God ALS is winning. IS this too graphic for the world. I can't care I need you God. I am reaching. What does this mean. Jane I told you lean on me. I am leaning physically GOD. I have always began example of your Extreme Grace. I handled school God, I handled Divorce, God, I handled car wrecks, God, I handled pain, I have handled big Illness before this God, I have handle finances God, when I can't pay my bills and still in debt, every needy person you have put in front of me,I have given, helped, loved as your child and done what I could, not why me God but how the hell do I cope with this. It is tied 1-1 and it is half -time. I am tired and have to lay down.