Sunday, November 7, 2010

WELL LORD HEAR WE ARE AGAIN

I PRAISE YOU LORD

FOR SHOWING ME TRUE TRUE FRIENDS

WE HAD AN INTERNATIONAL DINNER TONIGHT 
 AT MY DEAR FRIEND CONNIE AND ROY'S HOME

 GOOD FRIENDS AND MARYLAND HERITAGE COOKING
 THANK YOU LORD,
I DID NOT CHOKE AND SCARE EVERYONE.

 THIS DISEASE SCARES PEOPLE

 WOULD YOU TAKE IT BACK AND GIVE ME ANOTHER ONE.

 LIFE , LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS
  
 THAT'S WHAT OUR CONSTITUTION PROMISES US

 WHOOPS DID THEY FORGET YOU
  
 WHAT DID YOU PROMISE US

 LET ME THINK 

 DO I REMEMBER

 YOU DID NOT PROMISE US A ROSE GARDEN

 BUT YOU DID PROMISE US THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE!

 BE THERE FOR WHAT!

THIS

 REALLY LORD YOU COULD DO BETTER THAN THAT,

COULDN'T YOU?

 REALLY?

 IF I PLAYED THE LOTTERY
I WOULD HAVE A BETTER CHANCE AT LIFE THAN YOU GIVE.

A MILLION TO ONE

 NOW IF I WON THE LOTTERY AND MILLIONS OF DOLLARS
  
 THAT WOULD NOT HELP THIS DISEASE

SO I GUESS THE LOTTERY DOES RANK UP THERE WITH PROMISES

 IF LIFE ( WHAT LIFE)

 [THE CONSTITUTION DOES NOT GIVE LIFE]

LIBERTY (WHATS THAT)

I GUESS I FEEL LIBERTY

BUT YOU GAVE ME THAT
AND THANK YOU,
MY COUNTRY PROMISES THAT TOO!

AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS (THAT IS TRICKY)

GUESS I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS
I HAVE TO HAVE A POSITIVE ATTITUDE

 TO BE ABLE TO RECOGNIZE HAPPINESS

 SO WHERE DO YOU COME IN ON THIS ONE

 THE WHOLE WORLD SEEMS TO WANT TO DEFINE MY HAPPINESS

 WAIT A MINUTE 

 I AM NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT 

 I WANT TO DO IT MYSELF

 DON'T KIDS SAY THAT

 AM I JUST BEING A CHILD

 AM I DOING CHILDISH THINGS

 I HOPE SO 

 I WOULD RATHER BE A SELFISH CHILD,
AND LOOK THROUGH ROSE COLORED GLASSES

WHOOPS I LOST MY ROSE COLORED GLASSES
AND GOT PURPLE

LORD YOU KNOW I LIKE PURPLE

 BUT I LOVED MY ROSE COLORED GLASSES

 IT MADE THE WORLD LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL

I WANT THAT FEELING BACK

I AM NOT READY TO GIVE UP MY PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

 I WANT TO ENJOY WHAT I ALREADY PURSUED 

 WHAT IS WRONG WITH LIVING
THE WAY YOU WANT TO LIVE,
IF YOU ARE DOING IT

PEOPLE ASK ME TO PICK UP AND CHANGE MY LIFE.

 I AM NOT READY

 I DON'T CARE IF YOU CATCH ME UNPREPARED

 AND SOMETHING HAPPENS. 

 I WOULD RATHER BE WHO I AM AND DO WHAT I WANT TILL

I CAN'T

 THAT IS MY PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

 SO WHAT IF I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND

 THAT IS A WOMAN'S PREROGATIVE

I WANT TO ENJOY EVERY MINUTE I CAN

 I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT RESPONSIBILITY

 WAIT A MINUTE

 UNLESS THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD 

 TO HAVE RESPONSIBILITY

 I WANT TO KICK UP MY FEET AND DANCE

 DANCE TILL THE COWS COME HOME

I WANT TO BE SEXY AND DRESS UP TILL I CAN'T DRESS UP

THEN I WANT SOMEONE ELSE,
TO DRESS ME UP TO THE NINES

I WANT TO GO OUT WITH A BANG
  
 BUT LORD,

 PLEASE NO MORE ACCIDENTS.

WHOOPS YOU FORGOT THAT ONE

 OH THAT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT

 US ALS PATIENTS 
ARE 
BUMBLING IDIOTS

WE ARE ABOUT TO FALL AND CHOKE AND NOT BREATHE

WHICH ONE OF YOUR ANGELS MADE THIS ONE UP

 THEY SHOULD ADD A FEW MORE SYMPTOMS

 THEN NO ONE WOULD EVEN SPEAK TO THEM LET ALONE SHARE TIME WITH THEM

I HAVE SEEN SOME ALS PATIENTS LOOK BEAUTIFUL AND FUNNY 

 DOING WHAT THEY WANT TO DO IN SPITE OF FAMILY

I WISH I COULD NAME A FEW
SO MUCH APPRECIATE
   THEY MAKE ME NOT FEEL ALONE AGAINST THE WORLD.

"WHAT A FRIEND WE HAVE IN JESUS"

I NEEDED THAT SONG ALL MY LIFE 

  NOW AS MUCH AS EVER

 PLEASE LORD BE WITH MY FRIENDS  

 HELP THEM ACCEPT MY DECISIONS

 HELP THEM HONOR THE RIGHT I HAVE TO HAVE THEM

 THEY ARE MY DECISIONS

 THANK YOU FOR 

 RICH AND STACY
 THEY ARE HELPING ME BE TRUE TO ME

 I NEED THAT SO MUCH

 THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL FAMILY

MY FAMILY IS STILL DICK AND ME  

 RICH, BRENT AND GREG

 SOPHIE AND ANNIE

 BARBARA AND BEAR
ALLISON AND BRYAN

 JOHNNY AND BELKIS
BECKY

 CONNIE AND ROY ARE A CLOSE SECOND

 WITH 
  
 PETER, MIKE AND CARA

 MEGAN. BETH AND BEN

LEXIE AND CONNOR

OH LORD,
YOU EXTEND OUR FAMILIES SO MUCH BEYOND OUR CAPACITY 
   

 MINNY, KAREN, POLLY AND TOM

THERE IS NOT ANYONE I DON'T CONSIDER FAMILY

 I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT

 THANK YOU LORD THAT 

I DON'T HAVE HATE IN MY HEART 

 BUT LOVE FOR ALL 

 I AM SO APPRECIATIVE 

 THAT YOU TAUGHT ME TO LOVE

 WHAT A GIFT.  

 THAT IS WHAT HOLDS ME TOGETHER 

 I FEEL LOVED

 NOW COULD YOU PLEASE 

 GET EVERYONE ON BOARD 

 LETS END THIS LIFE WITH A JUBILEE

LETS MAKE THE VERY BEST OF IT. 

 PLEASE YOU TAKE CARE OF THE MESSY PART AND LET ME LIVE A JUBILEE

GOD PLEASE GIVE THE GIFT OF JUBILATION
  
 TO EVERYONE WHO TOUCHES MY LIFE

HELP THEM BE STRONG TO ACCEPT MY DECISIONS

HELP THEM HAVE FAITH THAT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING

 EVEN IF YOU DON'T

 I TRUST YOU DO BUT IT IS DIFFICULT SOMETIMES

 REALLY LORD YOU MADE ME THIS WAY 

OR DO YOU THINK I AM STUBBORN TOO. DID YOU GIVE ME THESE SYMPTOMS 

 TO SEE IF I COULD OBEY

YOU KNOW WHAT I SAID WHEN PEOPLE ESCAPE THE FINAN CENTER

 I HOPE THEY HAD A GOOD TIME AND THEY ARE GETTING BETTER BECAUSE,

 THEY WANT TO LIVE.

I WANT TO ESCAPE THIS DISEASE

 I WANT TO BREAK OUT 
  AND HAVE A GOOD TIME

 I WANT TO LIVE IN STEAD OF DIE

 IS NOT THAT WHAT YOU WANT

 OR DO YOU WANT ME TO SUCCUMB.

 LORD PLEASE MAKE UP YOUR MIND

 WHAT IS THAT SONG

 "LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYING" 

 I AM , LET ME































1 comment:

  1. Hello Ms.Jane, This is Donna from Sephora and I wanted to say hi. I love your blogs and you are so positive and strong. You are a very beautiful lady and I am so touched to have met you and your sister. Take care and you are always in my thoughts and in my heart.

    Love, Donna

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