EXTREME EMOTIONS

DEAR GOD,

HELP ME LET MY FAMILY KNOW,
I AM STILL LIVING.
MY LIFE IS MY LIFE.
MY CHOICES ARE MY CHOICES.

PLEASE RESPECT THAT.

I DON'T HAVE MUCH BUT IT IS ME.
I HAVE TO RECOGNIZE IT IS WITH ME.

I HAVE NOT HAD ENOUGH TIME TO ADJUST.

THE DOCTORS SAID,
" THIS IS NOT THE END.
I CAN LIVE ALONE.
I MIGHT DRIVE AGAIN. LIKELY NOT, BUT DON'T COUNT ME OUT.

MY CHOICES ARE MY CHOICES.

EVERYTHING HAS NOT BEEN DECIDED.
I MAY BE EXHAUSTED RIGHT NOW AND NEED TO REST,
BUT WHEN I AM RESTED,
I AM MY OLD SELF.

IF I HOARD THINGS LET ME HOARD.
I NEED TO WORK THAT OUT.

IF I KEEP THINGS YOU WOULD NOT
IT IS BECAUSE I HAVE A PLAN.

YOUR PLANS DO NOT CHANGE IMMEDIATELY,
WHEN YOU GET A DEATH SENTENCE.


I HAVE TO COME TO
TERMS
AND
DECISIONS.

GET PERMISSION BEFORE YOU TAKE OVER.

I DO HAVE DESIRES AND NEEDS
THAT NEED TO BE HONORED.
I WILL RUN THIS SHOW ABOUT MY LIFE.

WHEN I CAN'T
THEN YOU WILL BE GIVEN

POWER OF ATTORNEY

AND

THEN YOU CAN MAKE THESE DECISIONS.

RIGHT NOW THESE DECISIONS ARE A PART OF MY LIVING.

I NEED THAT TO SURVIVE.